(Source: flacidheart, via katdeetz)
Time Capsules // Misser
I’ve been reading too much
I’ve been thinking too much
Scientists telling us how it’s bad cigarettes
And sugar is like cocaine
Should I ever feel like I have to explain myself to anyone?
I’ve been reading too much
I’ve been thinking too much
I’ve been missing the way things were too much
I’ve been missing the way I was too much
At night I think myself to sleep
Because sometimes (Okay, more like every time)
I swore it was the last time (I just end up doing it again)
Because sometimes (Okay, more like every time)
I swore it was the last time (I just end up doing it again)
So just bury me in your back yard
In a box full of things you couldn’t completely part with
‘Cause we both know I don’t deserve this
‘Cause we both know I don’t deserve this
I’ve been smoking too much
I’ve been drinking too much
I’ve been thinking about myself too much
I’ve been thinking about you way too much
At night I think myself to sleep
I’ve been reading too much
I’ve been thinking too much
I’ve been missing the way things were too much
I’ve been the way I was way too much
Drive me home
I think myself to insanity
Because sometimes (Okay, more like every time)
I swore it was the last time (I just end up doing it again)
Because sometimes (Okay, more like every time)
I swore it was the last time (I just end up doing it again)
So just bury me in your back yard
In a box full of things you couldn’t completely part with
‘Cause we both know I don’t deserve this
We both know I don’t deserve this
So just bury me in your back yard
In a box full of things you couldn’t completely part with
‘Cause we both know I don’t deserve this
We both know I don’t deserve this
Wake up!
Are you dreaming?
Wake up!
Are you dreaming?
So just bury me in your back yard
In a box full of things you couldn’t completely part with
‘Cause we both know that I don’t deserve this
We both know that I don’t deserve this
So just bury me in your back yard
In a box full of things you couldn’t completely part with
‘Cause we both know that I don’t deserve this
We both know that I don’t deserve this
Because sometimes (Okay, more like every time)
I swore it was the last time (I just end up doing it again)
(Source: xryanmoshlingx)
Oh right. Yeah. That was me. Fucking morons. Grow up.
2 notesmeeshy asked: with "cute" and "hot" and all of that stupid bullshit. Anthony is in absolutely no way insensitive and we have never been fake with you. Remember that time you wanted to OMG SEE LIAM and you took two seconds to take pictures with him after you hadn't seen him in 4 months and then ran out to drink? That's when I got pissed. Open your fucking eyes and realize who your actual friends are, you can say that Anthony's an ass all you want but fact of the matter is you still talked to him. Why?
Oh just shut up already honestly. if you can drink 24/7 like a fucking idiot while being a parent then I can do whatever I want, tag whatever I want and say whatever the fuck I want and you can all honestly shut up and deal with it because if you guys were actually my friends you’d have any kind of idea how sick I actually am so really just shut up and stop whining because none of you have ever been anything close to my best friends so don’t flatter yourself please. Matt is my friend. Jesse is my friend. You guys are acquaintances and that’s all you ever have been so learn your place,shut the fuck up and stay out of my business now thanks.bye
0 notesmeeshy asked: what you said to Anthony was so beyond rude. you're both assholes to eachother and you didn't have an issue until he called you out. when the same artist that did your tattoo flipped out when we told him we'd be in the sun a week after ours, what was he supposed to say when you were sunbathing like two days later? he's been there for you when you've needed him, if that's not an indication of a friend then I don't know what is. stop being so dramatic and think for a second.
rude? really? That was so biased it wasn’t even funny. I’m sorry but I wasn’t aware that I wasn’t allowed to stand up for myself when someone’s being an asshole to me. First off, my tattoo, isn’t colored in. So tell me what’s gonna fade in the sun? The black sunscreen covered lines? Give me a break. I was with Eric the day I went to the beach (for a fucking hour at 6 in the afternoon mind you) and he had no problem with it, so I don’t see why Anthony, you, or Ronnie should. If being there for me means being rude as fuck to me on a regular basis and me finally blowing up on him about it well then too damn bad because when someone’s a dick to me, I call them out on being a dick to me. Everyone’s always giving Anthony excuses for why he’s such an ass to people sometimes by saying “that’s just how he is”. So many people have said this to me. I don’t give people excuses. He’s a big boy, I don’t see why he can’t just tell me this himself instead of having you and Ronnie do it for him. Which annoys me honestly. You all think I’m stupid or some shit and that I don’t already know what you guys say and think of me. Jesse used to tell me how you guys made fun of me and what I post and pictures I take and shit and I’m not sorry for being on the defense to a bunch of fake friends because in all honesty none of you matter enough to me to care that much. When Eric tattooed me he told me how pissed off he was that you guys showed up to get your tattoos drunk, but I didn’t say shit to Anthony because it wasn’t my place. But you’re telling me it’s completely okay for the three of you to gang up on me about my own personal business when your opinion has nothing to do with me whatsoever? No. Absolutely not. Anthony has said so many things in the past that hurt my feelings and I let it go with him. It used to hurt my feelings a lot but I let things go for Jesse and Matt’s sake and not to start unnecessary drama, but that doesn’t mean I’m going to let him push me around either. But personally, if he doesn’t have anything nice to say, then why the fuck am I supposed to care what I say back to him? Let’s get this one thing straight : I don’t care Michelle. He deserved it. I have too many personal issues in my life to give two shits about hurting your boyfriend’s feelings. He is not “there” for me. Maybe when it was convenient once or twice, but 90% of the time I’ve been pretty nice to him, and I’m a sensitive person and can only handle so many words at once before I lose it on people. Yeah, I have a lot of emotional and self esteem issues and I’m not afraid to admit that that’s why I’m so defensive to people. But when you spend 75% of high school being bullied and told to “kill yourself” you don’t exactly have the tolerance to let people walk all over you and say whatever they want once you finally get up the nerve to stand up for yourself. I have too many responsibilities and people to look after. My priorities no longer include fighting with immature people about immature topics, they include working an actual job to feed myself and feed my siblings and pay my goddamned rent so my dad can afford to pay his goddamned hospital bills. You guys can talk whatever shit you want, I don’t particularly care. Maybe I’m dramatic, and maybe I’m “defensive” but at least I’m not insensitive to people’s feelings. He is. This conversation is over. I deleted you all because I don’t care to argue with any of you so have a nice day, thanks.
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